puasa,puasa...puassss...a!!

selamat bulan puasa atuh...

udah lama banget nggak pernah update blog ini, seiring dengan nggak pernah update skripsi juga, jadi males deh, wakakakakka....

ucy sekarang lagi hamil tua bo, hahaha...bodor pisan tau udah kayak baby huey kata ari mah... pantat besar perut besar depan belakang besar.....

sedang merasa homesick jadi inged sama blog lagi...

eh kata dokter anak aku cowok loh.... alhamdulillah... kata papanya jg.

pengen outta this stranger feeling, tapi harus sabar, kasian si willysnyah... sabar yah... selalu mengobati perasaan aneh diriku sendiri, wakakaka... terlalu mellow, tapi untung terus berusaha sabar, sabar, sabar,,,, walaupun sering mengucap kata sabar yang berarti masih belum bisa sepenuhnya bersabar. masih agak terpaksa. tapi sabar aja.....

banyak banget hikmah yang udah ucy dapet dari bersabar, jadi jangan menghancurkan yang udah ada dengan sekaliiiii aja tiba2 jadi nggak sabaran. biar nggak enak tapi pasti ada balasannya. makanya sabar, ikhlas,,, itu teh emang dua hal yang soulmate banget yang nggak bisa dipisahin kalau pengen oke, dan dua-duanya tuh hal yang paling susah banget buat dijalananin. tapi harus bisa...........

alhamdulillah, udha banyaaaaaaakk banget nikmat Tuhan yang udah ucy dapet hingga hari ini, sampe detik dimana ucy terkadang masih suka lupa buat mensyukuri apa yang udah didapet. uuuuuuuuuuhhhhhh..........tingkah yang buruk banget yah, dan Tuhan membenci umatnya yang nggak bersyukur, tapi sering lupa. udah dikasih ni'mat, bukannya bersyukur malah sering merasa nggak dapet apa2. bener2 bodoh!!

sabar, ikhlas, dan bersyukur, itu kunci utamanya....

tapi kenapa yah kita sering lupa...?

banyak2 istighfar...............!!!!!!

if i were a boy

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

[Verse]
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

[Bridge]
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

[Chorus 2]
But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy...